Trust Issues

Alright boys- this one's not for you, Girls a little vent and possibly some wisdom to be gained here, no promises tonight. This post is going to be mostly dealing with handling hurt: heartbreak- always a ray of sunshine. Might as well be forward with all of you out there, my love like mostly filled with mistakes and let downs but it's from these mistakes I've learned and matured. Hey better I made the mistakes are warn you then leaving you to make them alone, the suck.

So my first love, crush whatever he was my first “boyfriend” we'll call him Thomas. I suppose we were more just really close friends who thought we should have been dating. When you're friends and not totally into the dating thing, stay friends. It's less awkward. I guess we both knew it wasn't going to work and it was high school. I was young and really my only regret is falling so hard. Thomas taught me never make someone a priority if they are only going to make your an option.

David was my second “significant other”.  We were together for almost two years and they were good. Honestly I really do care for David and I'm so glad that we continue to be friends even though we are no longer “together”. I learned that communication is life line of a relationship. You have to be able to talk to your “other” then you can never work through the hard times. Jason was a thing that happened because of peer pressure. You should date the people you want to date. Don't let others make that choice for you. It was a long and strange month. :/ Jake my current romantic interest is complex. I understand that I can't expect fairy tales but when he makes you feel like you are the only girl in the world it is hard not to. I can't say there are mistakes with Jake or even regrets I'm happy with him and I believe that if I can learn from my past then my future is going to be wonderful.

So girls don't let others tell you who to care about. Don't date your best friend unless you both really want it and remember to be honest and open about what you want in a relationship. Communication is key.

Quit playing games with my heart.

-Angie Out.